Gabrielle

1. 20
   Jul
   

   Non Fiction Story

   The following story is an excerpt from a sad chapter in my life. It feels great to get the truth out in a post that anybody in the whole world could read, but probably very few will. This boy is a douchebag and his name definitely does not start with a J…. cough…..
   
   Once upon a time, a girl moved schools, and it was really really tough for her. Then slowly she started to make friends and it got a little bit easier, and finally she met a boy whom she really really liked. She decided to start talking to him and they then started hanging out. Unfortunately he had a girlfriend.
   
   One night after studying with him, he drove her home late, there was a significant amount of passion in the air. He supposedly got lost and pulled the car to the side of the road and then proceeded to kiss her. She knew that this was not good because he still had a girlfriend, So she told him that she didn’t want to do this since she knew she would get hurt and used. He was so sweet though and told her that he would never hurt or use her and even that he’d break up with his girlfriend because he cared about her a lot.( this was a sign that he was a sucky guy, he cheated on his girlfriend for goodness sake!) but, being a bit of a dumb ass, she believed him. She was happy. Unfortunately, the next day he told her that he couldn’t break up with his gf because he wanted to get to know her better before making any rash decisions, which she totally understood.
   
   In the proceeding couple of weeks, this girl and boy went on to flirt and even kissed a few more times, despite the girlfriend. I can easily see how this girl could be classified as a bitch or slut, but really she was just in love. Anyways, one evening, he told her that he was falling in love with her. She then knew she had to end it untiil he was single, because, well if he was falling in love with her he’d break up with his girlfriend! But….. he did not, instead he ignored the girl for a good month. Finally, as she was just starting to forget and move on, she got a text from him randomly one day. They then went on to flirt a bunch more and she found out that his girlfriend had broken up with HIM… hahaha
   
   anyways, she was glad. They then met up and made out in the middle of the night in his car. But she stopped him and first made sure he knew that she still didn’t want to be hurt, she wanted to be his girlfriend. He told her that of course he was committed, they just couldn’t make it public quite yet, which she basically perceived as, that they were dating, so of course she was over joyous! Until…..he ignored her for a good 5 days after that night. She tried to not think about it but really it was constantly on her mind and driving her crazy. Then her and her friend went to his house and they hung out and he kissed her and flirted with her a lot again and she was again happy.
   
   But following this evening she was again ignored. This pattern continued. They’d have a lot of fun together but then he’d just ignore her. He then went away to a hot dry state, to visit his “best friend” who was a girl. The girl he left in Colorado was a bit suspicious and jealous of this said “best friend” and though she never got proof, she’s pretty sure that he was trying to win the affections of her and failed while away. The girl was also jealous because the boys brother was now legitimately dating her best friend who didn’t even live down there with them, yet somehow she always won.
   
   So anyways, the boy came back to Colorado and to keep the girl around, he took her out and they cuddled and kissed a lot. Again she was so happy when with him. But, the aftermath and the time without him were so depressing and she felt utterly alone because he literally never talked to her and always flirted with other girls. She was beginning to not be able to handle this crazy up and down love roller coaster. She really just wanted to confront him, but she was afraid of losing what she did have with him. so she just let him do what he said he wouldn’t, hurt her and use her, and told herself that eventually they’d date and always made excuses for him. In her heart she knew, chances are, that wasn’t going to happen. She began to doubt anyone would ever really care about her and she’d eternally be stuck with guys who had no problem hurting her and lying continually!!!
   
   The End :)